This is what it feels like
To give unconditional love to someone
Who will never have the privilege
To fill their lungs with the air on this earth
Hopelessness
Did we do something to deserve this?
The deepest sorrow anyone can bear
Or did we ask too much of this world?
While the ghosts of my past, linger forever
Hopelessness
Lingers forever
Can you hear the remorse?
Can you feel my pain?
I've been told to be grateful
I've been told to live my life
But, have a guess what's its like
To lose someone before you had the chance to meet them
I never felt the warmth of your embrace
Only goodbyes
Apathetic to the pain of gripping death
So unnerving to feel this emptiness
The eternal regress
To be the planet with a dying Sun
To feel the loss of your fucking soul
My vital life force has been stripped to none
Searching through the void
My psyche begins to break
The separation from serotonin
Keeping me asleep
This is what it feels like
To give unconditional love to someone
Who will never have the privilege
To fill their lungs with the air on this earth
Did we do something to deserve this?
The deepest sorrow anyone can bear
Or did we ask too much of this world?
While the ghosts of my past, linger forever
Hopelessness
Lingers forever
Pull me out from the black
The deep unsettling pool of despair
