Like a ring of thorns i feel the spell around my heart
I remember the time i became the one i am
I was the scythe of the great father called death
Now the gate to his garden shall be opened for myself
A dark vision that becomes true
For decades i'm having longed
For eternal silence
In a dimension of cold darkness
Without any motion
I am lost between two worlds
Dream and reality - life and death
Forever i am jailed in a mightless body
I am chained to walls of fear
So long i fled from this nightmare named life
The view on the fucking cross ripped me from inside
But as godless as i was born i will die
I hate this life and i hate this god for being so blind
Restless i wander through the no man's land of my soul
A lovelorn life will end this night
Black candles are spreading a neverknown warmth
I see faces in the mirror at the wall
They are calling me: "come with us!!"
So i follow them through the reflection of my life
Splinters of glass run through my hands
Like a razorblade they open my skin
Cutting my hateful face
All i still taste is blood - my blood
Warm and soft like velvet it covers my freezing soul
A bloody tear leaves my impaled eye
And i am home
