It was thirty years ago since we smashed the window of that northern California house A safety pin in my ear On k10, spike playing bad brains fucking loud Smoking weed on the streets in the California heat, spray paint on the walls Stealing booze, cracked a tooth, we had nothing else to lose Getting wasted to twist and crawl Someday you'll find everything will be alright I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get what I want again Someday you'll see everything I left behind I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get To get what I need To get what I need Fade away in my head again Watch the days, the months, the years turn to rust Skies are gray, will I be okay? Watch the memories I made turn to dust Someday you'll find everything will be alright I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get what I want again Someday you'll see everything I left behind I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get To get what I need Sometimes to get what I want, don't get what I need To get what I want I don't get what I need To get what I want, don't get what I need To get what I want I don't get what I need Someday you'll find everything will be alright I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get what I want again Someday you'll see everything I left behind I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get To get what I need To get what I need To get what I need To get what I need To get what I need