Blisters on my fingers Alcohol on my breath On the kind of night Too easy to forget Surrounded by rows and rows Of the same house Stretched out under the sky Like a cemetery that just waits for you to die And I'm burning like a fire Shaking like a flame Running from the dead It's so hard to feel alive When everything tonight, seems so lifeless I can see my fate Age with my fathers skin It won't let me forget How I end And like him, the same things That make me happy to be alive Are the same damn things That keep me up at night And I'm burning like fire Shaking like a flame Running from the dead Trying to fool myself Into thinking I don't need something to believe in But never again Will I let my life Slip through my hand Without holding on Never again Will I blame anyone But myself For what I don't become