No one would tell me all the things that could be and i never had a chance and so i ran I never was prepared for all the things that I'd see frozen still I clinched my hand making up for lost time, i made a friend in me given up hope, i lost demand redundancy played out, cliches worn and useless no words to describe missing memories Caught in the middle of a breaking story crashing overhead I took my cover shattered windows fall like raindrops dust and screams they sew my eyes shut balance beams go unsupported, they topple down almost unignored piping's bursting, and copper's cracking. The second floor is falling on me. frustration will shadow all the things that i fear. angered fists to bloody to help repair the isolated care, will never feel so near like this falling chandelier making up for lost time, i took my final breath given up hope, i fell to the floor redundancy played out, and phrases labeled wrong no words to describe stolen memories