How long is too long till I move on When can I listen to Ed Sheeran songs without crying Those were our songs I know you’re happier But I'm thinking out loud Every time it feels like it doesn’t hurt I go inside my room I see the sweatshirt The one you bought me And it haunts me Why don’t you want me? Maybe after graduation I'm hesitant, I'm hesitant Like I'm not really sure that I want this anymore And like a pessimist, like a pessimist What if I hurt you more now than I did before? I think it’s evident it’s evident That I'm not who I used to be And now you’re acting all Hesitant, hesitant Hesitant, hesitant How soon is too soon to meet someone new? What if I kiss her and I still think of you Is it normal? I feel awful But I'm just curious Does it stay this way forever Now I'm eating dinner with this other girl She’s talking all night long I'm in my own world I can’t stop You’re all I think about Is this a comeback With nothing to come back to I'm hesitant, I'm hesitant Like I'm not really sure that I want this anymore And like a pessimist, like a pessimist What if I hurt you more now than I did before? I think it’s evident it’s evident That I'm not who I used to be And now you’re acting all Hesitant, hesitant Hesitant, hesitant Why you gotta be so hesitant, hesitant? I'm hesitant, I'm hesitant Like I'm not really sure that I want this anymore And like a pessimist, like a pessimist What if I hurt you more now than I did before? I think it’s evident it’s evident That I'm not who I used to be And now you’re acting all Hesitant, hesitant Hesitant, hesitant I know you’re happier But I'm thinking out loud I’ll hold on to the photographs Of days where we were perfect 'Cause ever since I’ve been hesitant