When did the smoke and mirrors clear? When did innocence disappear? Where are the windows on my walls? Why can't I catch you when you fall? My eyes are clear and I'm awake Can't find a way to leave this place Illusioned light faded to dark When did everything fall apart? I'd give my life a thousand times To give yours back to you There's so much that I never said So much you'll never get to do Your blood is lathered on my hands That I will never understand I'm sorry for the words unsaid I'm sorry I left you for dead My timing was a bit too late Deafening silence in your wake Down on my knees, I tried to scream Not caring who was listening My worst nightmares have come to life They keep me awake every night I wasn't there, I should have been You trusted me, I sent them in I'd give my life a thousand times To give yours back to you There's so much that I never said So much you'll never get to do Your blood is lathered on my hands That I will never understand I'm sorry for the words unsaid I'm sorry I left you for dead I tried to take your stolen life And now I'm locked away Don't know if it was wrong or right But it means nothing today I'm sorry for the words unsaid I'm sorry I left you for dead My word is nothing, locked in here My sanity has disappeared I'd give my life a thousand times To give yours back to you There's so much that I never said So much you'll never get to do Your blood is lathered on my hands That I will never understand I'm sorry for the words unsaid I'm sorry I left you for dead