The celebration banners are painted with blood My heartbeat isn't worth the lives of those I love Close my eyes and hear the cannons and the screams I need a remedy to alter what I see Save me from this hell I'm living in Reality's clouded in visions I can't see Can't see The real world in front of me Carry me into oblivion Tear the walls my mind is trapped within Can't bear Can't bear Forever living this nightmare Tip the bottle back, and empty it again Obscure the images, the bodies of my friends Taste the cyanide, feel it behind my teeth Swallow the poison, but poison can't kill me Save me from this hell I'm living in Reality's clouded in visions I can't see Can't see The real world in front of me Carry me into oblivion Tear the walls my mind is trapped within Can't bear Can't bear Forever living this nightmare Run, run, run; run away Run away before it's too late Close your eyes, await the end There are much worse things than death Run, run, run; run far from here Forget your name and disappear Don't let them rearrange your mind I wish I could numb what's inside Save me from this hell I'm living in Reality's clouded in visions I can't see Can't see The real world in front of me Carry me into oblivion Tear the walls my mind is trapped within Can't bear Can't bear Forever living this nightmare