I saw the ashes of your life Cruelly reflected in your eyes The images haunt me at night With no way to turn on the light Your laugh is vibrant in my ears It almost feels like you're here But then the harsh truth crashes down And falls like ashes on the ground This isn't real, I'm not awake I'll open my eyes and leave this place My heart is beating fast and strong It can sustain the both of us This isn't real you didn't leave You're back at home, waiting for me Only you're not the truth falls down And now we're ashes on the ground Adding darkness to my fears The world is black when you're not here Yet, since it's risen, now it's new But it doesn't mean much without you Fearlessness does not exist And I'm afraid of saying it There is merely what we endure Now that's something of which I'm sure This isn't real, I'm not awake I'll open my eyes and leave this place My heart is beating fast and strong It can sustain the both of us This isn't real, you didn't leave You're back at home, waiting for me Only you're not the truth falls down And now we're ashes on the ground Your voice, it echoes in my ears Your words refuse to disappear They've kept me brave and kept me strong They've kept me alive for this long I don't know that I'll ever heal Wish I didn't know how to feel But up here, I can taste the clouds And suddenly, our laughter's loud This isn't real, I'm not awake I'll open my eyes and leave this place My heart is beating fast and strong It can sustain the both of us This isn't real, you didn't leave You're back at home, waiting for me Only you're not the truth falls down And now we're ashes on the ground This isn't real This isn't real I'm gonna wake up next to you I'll forget this nightmare soon This isn't real This can't be real I'm gonna wake up next to you I have to wake up next to you