I've been spending every fucking day biting my tongue til it bleeds Cause all these words that I speak keep rotting out my fucking teeth I bite my tongue til it bleeds I keep rotting all of my teeth I try to block it out- everything he says to me But I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me I try to block it out, but he won't let me be Why won't you let me be? Why won't you let me? I can't look back, and I know it's not just in my head I'm waking up everyday, but I just wanna stay in bed Why does this have to be the path I tread? It's hard to give a fuck, knowing you were born dead Nobody ever seems to have a fucking hand to lend I've got shit for luck, and dozens of these so called friends I'm dying faster than I should intend It's hard to give a fuck, waiting for your life to end Why does this have to be the path I tread? Why did I have to be born dead? I try to block it out- everything he says to me But I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me I try to block it out, but he won't let me be Why won't you let me be? Why won't you let me be? I think I'm dying at the age of 23 I know I'm dying at the age of 23 23 years, and where the fuck have you been? How could I ever forget the marks that you left on my skin I always knew this motherfucking house was not a home I always knew this motherfucking house was not a home I always knew this house was not a home Fucked up from all the time that I spent alone High expectations, but I'm not a fucking drone My mouth has been shut for so long, it might as well be sewn It's hard to give a fuck, knowing you were born dead It's hard to give a fuck, waiting for your life to end