I never wanted To live without remorse Transient blindness And fear set the course Now my ship lies stranded On your shore of fools Destruction, destruction The merciless reality My mind is reeling 'cause I don't know Right from wrong (right from wrong) Stare at white ceiling all day long I don't belong You're all so constant I've got plenty of nothing Where's my Vergilius To lead me through this hell The waning days And all the sleepless nights My sweet addictions Are of the killing kind My mind is reeling 'cause I don't know Right from wrong (right from wrong) Stare at white ceiling all day long I don't belong Why don't you light me another cig? There's a black cancer clawing at my lungs This sweet poison Drown, drown, drowning Everyone but me, everyone but me Why don't you pour me another drink? I bet my sorrows would like to take a swim. This sweet poison Drown, drown, drowning Everyone but me, everyone but me I never wanted To be a realist but The world found me And smacked right in my face Inside this rigid shell It's hard to breath So take me and make me A modern antagonist My mind is reeling 'cause I don't know Right from wrong (right from wrong) Stare at white ceiling all day long I don't belong