Gholgoth

Absurdum

Gholgoth


[In medias res: ... a chilling,dark blue-toned vision,which is actually a strong picture of a strange cruxifiction. Night is embraced by magickal aura, words fly through the air:] 
["Fullmoon's light dancing on the hillside,] 
[Where a tiny crowd marching so noisy and swarming like a beehive,] 
[Going up to stand a third in between two crosses.] 
[There's one dragger among them, whom will be surely crucified..."] 

[But the text is a "bit" different...] 

Ancient room- moist and dark 
Yellow, timeless mildew on the walls. 
In the centre a chair I sit 
Walls: 
With countless eyes overlaid, 
Immense Eyes:(Numbers) 
(It) hurts. 

In a place foreign 
(Where foreignity I feel not) 
These eyes urged to watch me 

when you' re pushed under water, and you know you have not enough air: 

"Lungs adhered, nervepanic 
So grotesque" 
Through craft unseen 
Staring fixed with no eyelids, 
Just sitting in the wall 
So large are they like human... 

Heads. 

As warmth fills my heart, a fever begins crawling, 
Swelling slowly away in my shape, 
Getting closer to my head, 
To have it squashed. 

The presence of fibrail engrams in gyrus: 

Green hand-seems mucous 
A tongue, in this palm's middle 
Kisses one huge eye 
Lick through with pleasure 
Lick through with joy 
Tastes good... 
Cold 
Saliva 
Cold 
Tranquil 

Gazing hundreds of eyes 
Piercing, bursting me 
I can not hide, I'm lame, I think. 
Nausea, Fever, Vacuum in the head 
Yell- a parched throath 
(Muteness.) 
Tranquil cold, 
Cold 
I shiver, (it) hurts. 

"Circumdederunt me gemitus mortis: 
Dolores inferni, circumdederunt me. 
Non omnis moriar."