Instead of tears Are the diamonds falling There is no one Who can answer Shouting into my loneliness My loneliness Tonight I died again Standing up from ashes Slowly walking Through cold darkness Warming up my frozen heart In my hands Instead of tears Instead of tears Are the diamonds falling There is nothing More to give There is no sense In asking why There is no one Who can answer Shouting into My loneliness Ruins of the dearest places My ruins Shadows of beloved people My shadows Now I must pay For every second Which can I wandern Between life and death But now I inhaled The clearest truth And spat up the filth Waiting for dawning Hope the sun will illuminate My death verdict And my body is Coming apart To thousand splinters To stand up from the ashes Tomorrow again