It's too late to cry out all the pain From now on it is there to stay Can't erase those sinister visions I'm striving under this weight So I turn away and hide my face from the daylight An attempt to escape this void of false security Hope I'll have strength to move on And wait for the pain of life to drag me back to surface again Black clouds of self-destruction are towering Now higher than ever before Casting the gray shade of oblivion Upon the ruins of my life