Shifting

These motives seem so long forgotten so please remind me 
why i'm in this chair again and please remind me what is 
the lesson learned because your mouth only moves so 
slightly leaving me clutching to what you've said words 
that are only cut and paste words supposed to make me feel 
for esperanza when she can only bleed me further dry 
shifting me sideways in this chair so please remind me why 
it's so the same and why it always hurts so bad