I try to keep my own words coming out of my mouth Because I have a hard time trying to love myself Yeah, I'm well, so tired of telling people I'm well I'm so tired of telling people I'm well I'm feeling lonely, lonely I don't get me no sleep, no sleep Just another nosebleed, bone deep I don't know where to go Good news, I'm over my ex I have a good day, she fuck it up with a text Be my guest, now we arguing she begging for checks An hour later coming over for sex I just want me some rest, and to flex but they shorting me pay If I die when my dad did, then I'm past middle age I'm running out of time to be on tour on a stage I think that's the reason I've been awake, and I really miss the sound of her voice Until she open her mouth Now I'm grabbing on my hair and fucking tearing it out I get embarrassed when her parents ask me what I'm about, because I pay no attention to the people and nonsense I'm dying in my dream but really liking the concept They think they know me but they missing the context I hope they know my name I try to keep my own words coming out of my mouth Because I have a hard time trying to love myself Yeah, I'm well, so tired of telling people I'm well I'm so tired of telling people I'm well I'm feeling lonely, lonely I don't get me no sleep, no sleep Just another nosebleed, bone deep I don't know where to go I said I want to love myself, but everything is privatized I ain't been myself since the day that Kobe Bryant died I saw your dying eyes and I still haven't dried my eyes I want to compromise because I don't really like goodbyes But I like hellos, and the fresh air The feeling that I get when I know a person might care The absence of regret, no phone and nice chairs I'm sitting at my desk, and hoping that the gods spare me I'm just a libra, bitch, its not that deep I get the team up on their God damn feet But I feel so weak I'm never happy I reside in defeat I really hope I get to living before I die in my seat Because when I'm dating it could feel like I've been under arrest That's why I never tie the knot until the day of my death But when I'm single it could feel like I've been living in doom That's why I'm living by my lonesome as I stare at the Moon One more time I try to keep my own words coming out of my mouth Because I have a hard time trying to love myself Yeah, I'm well, so tired of telling people I'm well I'm so tired of telling people I'm well I'm feeling lonely, lonely I don't get me no sleep, no sleep Just another nosebleed, bone deep I don't know where to go