In Me Came to visit me in my grave Seeing red with the dead Same as it always has been Took me down like a tidal wave Only for once I felt complete Riding the wave with life by my side So precious, so rare A goddess to this world of mine So overwhelmingly free Keep you in me forever Only a few words remind me of my own mortality Paralysed by pain I didn't see it coming I'm stuck in a moment That kills me day by day Maybe I should dig up My old friend suicide I'm about to drown In your tidal wave Please one day pick me up My old friend pulls me down I'd love the day when we control the waves I'd love the day with control of the waves Let us control the wave I'd love the day With control of the wave Id love the day