I swim in bed sheets Missed alarms swarming above me In congress with the dead Their caress safe and sickening Let me wake up in years To applause and relief From strangers in tears Like an infant, an ancient Unfrozen, awoken from resin I wanna trick my body and my brain Into a new place into a fugue state Give me snapping of the brain Give me snapping of the brain I wanna hear God yelling at me I wanna live my life like a memory I wanna sow rage into my brain I want wrath written into my DNA I wanna be God yelling at me I wanna cleanse my sense of solidity I wanna lose me immediately I wanna lose my body entirely Give me snapping of the brain I wanna trick my body and my brain Into a new place into a fugue state Give me snapping of the brain Give me snapping of the brain