I am a beast, immortal, to be stabbed a thousand times Through the heart, though the back, wounds that cannot heal I look at life from above, like the trees in my mind To pity such small beings who live life for nothing I try to understand what it is to have no goal To not be strong, to give up when all is bad I could have been like you, to walk away from it When I was misery, but now I am the king of me I am strong, the master of my World I have found the gateway to my soul I escaped the abyss, a survivor As a king I sit on my throne My destiny in my arms Strength rules my heart You cry on and cry on and still it will get you nowhere You hope it's not forever You try, oh you try hard, but still it gets you nowhere Could I honestly be there for you?