I just can't face myself alone, alone, alone I opened the window to let the breeze know I need to feel at home But it happened again, her dress, it slid Down until it kissed the floorboards again Now she's motionless and naked, I glimpsed the edge but couldn't take it. I feel so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't No I never meant this, I swear I can mend it I've got a little bit of courage and a head full Of smoke, let's see how far I can take this, I've got to focus now on everything what Matters the most, let's see how long till I break it Gain perspective, stand on edges, (Same mistakes I'll never make) Gain perspective, stand on edges, Same mistakes I'll never make again I found the man I thought I was, Learned inside a cheap hotel, a borrowed buzz Couldn't bring myself to feel that rush Stomach spilled, I still got my guts. You brought me in with confidence, Assuming I would cave to hips, and kiss your lips, My father told me, honest men, can lie again, And nothings broken you can't fix I feel so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't No I never meant this, I swear I can mend it I've got a little bit of courage and a head full Of smoke, let's see how far I can take this, I've got to focus now on everything what Matters the most, let's see how long till I break it, Gain perspective, stand on edges, (Same mistakes I'll never make) Gain perspective, stand on edges, Same mistakes I'll never make again I fell asleep on the floor again, what did you expect? Just a point the pin and a mess inside his head I fell asleep on the floor again, what did you expect? Just a point the pin and a mess inside his head Mess inside his head Well I'm so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't, No I never meant this, I swear I can mend this I've got a little bit of courage and a head full Of smoke, let's see how far I can take this, I've got to focus now on everything what Matters the most, let's see how long till I break it Gain perspective, you're not true til tested (I'm tested) Gain perspective, stand on edges. Same mistakes I'll never make, Same mistakes I'll never make again