Feels like every time I blink
I see my insides burning, burning, burning
Feels like every time I blink
I see my insides burning, burning, burning
She hit me up 'cause she's seen me online
Baby, I'm fine, just a lot on my mind
Sendin' pictures back and forth
Even though I don't reply
Buyin' brand new shit
Even though I wanna die
But my heart's too big
I can't leave no one behind
So I accept I won't be fine
I get the money and double it twice
Just to get bad thoughts out my mind
But it never works
Everybody dies but I'm tryin' to live first
Feels like every time I blink
I see my insides burning, burning, burning
Don't know how to ask for help
My brain's like a furnace, furnace, furnace
Picture perfect, feel like I ain't worth shit
And my heart can only take so much
No one deserves it
I don't even want to go outside
I close the curtains
And I don't want to meet no one
'Cause I'm my favorite person
Broke my heart three times
Now I'm feeling numb
Callin' me selfish
I don't want you, I just want these bands
Yeah I'mqy⁶ feelin' selfish
I was trippin' hard off an acid tablet
Now you're callin' me a narcissist
Lost my best friend, ain't been the same since
All this shit is temporary
I'm a icy baby born in February
Amethyst up on me, keep them demons off me
Why you being loud, I got neighbors baby
So much ink up in my body
Gotta bring a bag out
I don't even love her, I'ma blow her back out
Yeah he's what you need
I'm what you want right now
Yeah she from milan
I took her to midtown
Bitin' on my neck
I watch the blood drip down
She hit me up 'cause she's seen me online
Baby, I'm fine, just a lot on my mind
Sendin' pictures back and forth
Even though I don't reply
Buyin' brand new shit
Even though I wanna die
But my heart's too big
I can't leave no one behind
So I accept I won't be fine
I get the money and double it twice
Just to get bad thoughts out my mind
But it never works
Everybody dies but I'm tryin' to live first
