Guess it's one of those days Where it's hard to keep the madness out my mind Workin' to be happy But I feel like it's just a waste of time Can't carry this ball and chain It makes me bring my pain Wherever I go I just wanna find my way, huh Left the old me, saw the new me Hit me like: Oh, shit How'd you do this? How'd you do this? Got through all that bullshit I went through eh, I went through eh Feels like I'm headed Towards my own destruction But I'ma say fuck it It is better than nothin' Feels like I'm headed Towards my own destruction But I'ma say fuck it It is better than nothin' Used to love the way she made me feel Till I found out that it wasn't real 'Cause she thought I'd never heal She the reason I'ma get a deal Used to love the way you made me feel Till I found out that it wasn't real Bet you thought that I would never heal But you're the reason I'ma get a deal Guess it's one of those days Where it's hard to keep the madness out my mind Workin' to be happy But I feel like it's just a waste of time Can't carry this ball and chain It makes me bring my pain Wherever I go I just wanna find my way, huh Left the old me, saw the new me Hit me like: Oh, shit How'd you do this? How'd you do this? Got through all that bullshit I went through eh, I went through eh