I'm holding onto to nothing 'Cause it's all that I've got I'm waiting for somebody Who can tell me what I've lost I'm waiting for somebody Who would like to save me From certain circumstances And a colorless routine Fading away like the paperwhites in your window I'm holding onto to nothing And I'm holding in my breath The thought that I've been no one Really scares me half to death I friend of mine keeps telling me That I should not worry so But Jamie doesn't realise There's a half that he doesn't know Fading away like the paperwhites in your window That private place called someday It always seem so far away