verse 1 she is abandoned breaking the rules she's running out of time surviving by herself was a promise she made after she got blind living an illusion on the lie's road she finds on a quiet street it brings her to a short life made of false hope that she was used to live verse 2 back in the summer of 85 Jeene turned off the light she did pack her bags and leave a letter saying i'm outta this house I say hey HEY she don't know anything to live in the world outside and she could have faced all the issues was dwelling inside her mind chorus she's going nowhere beside her soul she's trying to find her long lost hope is never to late to make amends she is going beyond to understand verse 3 needle in one hand poison in other she can't get rid of the shit does life has a meaning her belief is carrying the cross to live i say hey HEY she's a bomb of emotions and she's set to explode she has been walking on her own hell where she is totally alone