Tom: G G Am Em C [Verse] G Three bullets in a wedding dress Am Em Well I know he'll kill me but I love that boy to death C G Felt bad when he took those pills, saying "Ha ha ha, we're going straight to hell" Am The smell of sweat and sweetness in your room Em Yeah, I was scared, but what can you do? C You turn around and tell me it's okay G But my hands still have the morphine shakes Am I'm alive but I don't know where I am Em Wanna leave but I dont know if I can Drop out of art school C Spend my life in hotel bedrooms G Am Think I saw him slow-mo crashing on the interstate Em Think I saw him sleeping through a hurricane C He's a violent man and his heart's decayed C He's a liar but I just can't stay away C [Chorus] Am G C Now he's smoking out the window every morning Am G While I get high in the bathroom C We're always on the upswing baby Am G C Phosphenes in our starry eyes today Am G April to our deathbed C We're always on the upswing baby [Instrumental] C D G C Em C Em [Verse] G Am He's got a new girl and i'm sure that she's alright Em But he still calls me late at night C Never meant to leave him here like this G Voicemail sings a fucking wreck Am I'm still written in his arms Em Six years between the thing he wants C Nose bleeds like an afterthought G Baby, don't breathe out, it's all we've got Am Live life on endless holiday Em So fun but i've got bills to pay C I don't love any of these men C Just want to feel the most I can C [Chorus] Am G C Now he's smoking out the window every morning Am G While I get high in the bathroom C We're always on the upswing baby Am G C Phosphenes in our starry eyes today Am G April to our deathbed C We're always on the upswing baby C D [Verse] G Am Soft skin press cold hands sleep sweet sleep gentle C Em Hey, baby, are you okay? you're always on my mind G Am Coffee stains, radio static, slice my collarbones C I love a boy who's made of gold Em Am Love a boy with curly hair and river eyes [Chorus] Am G C And he's smoking out the window every morning Am G While I get high in the bathroom C Always on the upswing, baby C Am G C Lightning in our fingertips today Am G I jump each time you touch me C Always on the upswing, baby Am G C Phosphenes in our starry eyes today Am G April to our deathbead C We're always on the upswing, baby