I want to pull it off I want to watch it all burn I'd like to be the outsider No one by my side I like to watch TV I'd love to drown you in the sea I'm holding bags and drugs for you To see I am dead inside No one there to hold my hand I wonder myself Is this hell? I'm holding a knife You're standing there I hate to say the words that you can't say I am dead inside No one there to hold my hand I wonder myself Is this hell?