I have no desire to seem alive Nothing is worth believing for Anything within dies I dig deeper my hollow grave As I stay alive There is nothing in life I want to see There is nothing in life that's here for me Nothing can change my self defeat I have left all meaning Lost in a lifeless wish for ashes The impossibility is endless Yet the end is forever.. I find nothing to die for I slice over scars To lose their path back to reason Once blood has spilled, follow the emptiness After the end there is nothing else Where I live in the dismay that I have not killed myself.