I cannot take this anymore I'm saying everything I've said before All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear the less you'll say But you'll find that out anyway like opening the wound i'm picking me apart again you all assume i'm safe here in my room [unless i try to start again] i don't want to be the one the battles always choose cause inside i realize that i'm the one confused clutching my cure i tightly lock the door i try to catch my breath again i hurt much more than anytime before i had no options left again o show you what i mean i don't know how i got this way i'll never be alright so i'm breaking the habit breaking the habit tonight