I don't know which way to turn all the lessons I have learned are meaningless because I'm free to deceive all who believed I deliver best when I'm deprived of all the things I need that's just me can't you see that I despis integrity and if it hurts to be so sure and if you're not as sure then surely you should change your point of view and if I was to say let's change then we would change today because change is just a phase we all go through when I'm up there on the stage I just hide my eyes and pray that soon enough the show will end why do I go through this hell each time I question myself but next night I'm up there again its the same as real life I want to end that as well and if it's wrong then it's right to me because I can see the goodness in the things you're going to do it's not a case of what is right or wrong it's just as long as you can see what we were having to do