Fear Cult

If You're Watching

Fear Cult


I think I've found what I'm looking for - 
Behind those eyes an open door - 
That vacant stare which I adore - 
I'm your slut, and you're my whore - 
Spare yourself the aching heart and spare yourself the pain - 
Let us just makebleive it's yesterday again - 
And mother if you're watching, look away - 
And mother if you're wondering, but don't know what to say - Mother if you're watching, look away ... just look away - I think I found what I'm looking for - 
So hit the lights and shut the door - 
Listen carefully here's the socore - 
I'm your slut, and you're my whore - 
Spare yourself the aching heart -
And spare yourself the shame -
Let us just make believe it's yesterday again - 
And mother if you're watching, look away - 
And mother if you're wondering, but don't know what to say - Mother if you're watching, look away - 
It sometimes make me sick inside - 
Ashamed of a life that I must hide -  
I know you'll never understand - 
I'm sorry there's no wedding band - 
But deep inside there's still that child - 
Innocent in a world gone wild - 
Obedient of your moral code - 
Scarred by a Christian overload - 
But still I live by truth and love -
I still have hopes in the above - 
I still have interest in the cross -
But mother if your listening...... shut if off