I want to kiss you on the mouth and fall out of a plane And i don't ever want to be satisfied again til the day i die I can trace your face on a cloudy day in my room While the reverie plays in my head i'll stare at the wall It's nothing new And i know you like the back of my heart Deep inside my chest It's with me wherever i go But i never get to see it I want to kiss you on the back and fall asleep with a hole From my chest down thru my spine, we can fill it with wax Put a wick in the middle, i'll be your nightlight in the dark It's a better use for the space And i'm thinking it'll cut down on the waste And i'm so sick of everyone saying That they know what i should do next Let's all pretend this hasn't happened before And it's ok to be upset Just don't be so surprised when i'm desperate I want to run thru a field full of flowers i'm allergic to And fall to my knees gasping for air I want to live in the cold i want to live in the heat I want to sleep in the street i want to bury my head In a blanket full of sin and lofty ambitions I want to be wrong about political visions Oh i want to be perfect and contradictory I want the whole world to fall in love with me And i'll be so surprised when you go