If I die, would you cry for me
If I hurt, would you feel for me
If I'm lost, would you look for me
Feeling everything and nothing
Nothings ever real for me
Always gotta learn a lesson
Devil made the deal for me
Nothing changing, I'm stuck in time
Got me thinking, why stand in line?
Now it's getting hard to breath, help me out I'm suffocated
But not feeling the air may be the true salvation
With no air, there's no pain
No name
Feel like I'm going insane
Its ok
Everything will kill you slowly
Hey, better that than getting lonely
Might be a dead soul in a living body, huh
Ain't hard to understand, you just gotta hear me huh
Only getting blamed for saving myself, but huh
No one really cares all they see is numbers huh hmm
No one really cares
No one understands
Hey, I don't understand
But listen
The misery of my mind, I be feeling all the time
If only I could tell you what's going on inside
But even before your eyes, I just know what you'll decide
You'll choose to look away
You'll choose to run away
You'll choose to find a way
Not knowing what to say
But
I understand you ain't the one to blame
If I was you, I'm pretty sure I would've done the same
An easy end, that's outta reach just for ma family's sake
Can't stand that, knowing they would suffer just for my mistake
Just keep the act together, they won't ever know it's fake
A watching eye is over me, better reveal the snakes
If I die, would you cry for me
If I hurt, would you feel for me
If I'm lost, would you look for me
Feeling everything and nothing
Nothings ever real for me
Always gotta learn a lesson
Devil made the deal for me
Devil made the deal for me
Devil made the deal for me
Devil made the deal for me
I pray my sins won't burry me after all
Trying my best and trying to have it all
Something went wrong 'cause I'm not feeling at all
Standing in front of the mirror hoping not to fall
Ain't hard to understand, you just gotta hear me huh
Only getting blamed for saving myself, but huh
No one really cares all they see is numbers, huh, hmm
No one really cares all they see is numbers, huh, hmm
If I die, would you cry for me
If I hurt, would you feel for me
If I'm lost, would you look for me
Feeling everything and nothing
But hey
Devil made the deal for me
