a while of littles thoughts & moments scary weather, but that's alright I sweat a little, scatter fears, smile she'll be there and that's alright when I see such a beauty I get scared water to wade through I just stare I'm thinking talking too much about whether or not it's all right I'm going to be scared I'm jinxing it and jinx it by doing that water to wade through I'm scared I'll invite her in to me but where will she stand? "do I look okay now?" I ask "yea? good. They stay there" stick figures line sidewalks kissing licking wounds stroking ego the, angels all I made demons blended faces streaked with come and blood rotting limbs I save trapped in liquid stains on paper apart from me then but not all the way out to exorcise them is wearing but there they are staring when I see such beauty I get scared, so I dirty the water then wade through wade through dirty then dirty water to wade through water to wade through dirty