Everything I ever really loved Scared me so much I'd show up drunk What if I got hurt and my feelings wouldn't work I'm growing up in time with a bitter mind I've been on this lonely road a while I don't know why I've been acting like a child What have I become I don't trust anyone I'm growing up in time with a bitter mind Tell me now brother what should I do I'm running out of time I've got nothing left to lose Nothing lasts forever things will get so much better Oh I've got nothing left to lose Every time I see you out I'm jealous of the love you have now I'm letting go of things like beautiful dreams And growing up in time with a bitter mind