Wild eyes staring, angry voice Screams out my name One of them is crying the other is totally insane All my life i have been treated like nothing Always been a shame after all this ain't my fault They've got them selves to blame, Selves to blame I can't help that I've been born no! Just a fucking mistake a little gift from his balls Hear them screaming like a million miles away Hidden in a dream world feeling my life decay Suffering! Endless suffering for me As I try to tell them I feel like outfrozen from their world of love and care Ice grows inside me as I shout their names and they're Ignoring my existence when I try to say I am here here Sad feelings made by hate Obsessing my mind Why destroy instead of create what Did I expect to find When will this end I can't take it any more Always hear that lie, feeling hatred traps me no way out They just want me to die just to die I can't help that I've been born no just a fucking mistake a little gift from his balls Like from far away I feel that they've beat me again Uncontrolled fire burns in me It's gonna turn me insane me insane Suffering! Endless suffering for me As I try to tell them I feel like outfrozen from their world of love and care Ice grows inside me as I shout their names and they're Ignoring my existence when I try to say I am here Walking in tunnels see lights ahead Wondering where can I be Shadows are growing I ain't alone but all I can feel is humanity Hear silent whisperings feeling them near I turn around but there is nothing I can see Darkness has left me I am reaching The light now it's time for me to R.I.P. rest in peace Suffering! Endless suffering for me As I try to tell them i feel like outfrozen from their world of love and care Ice grows inside me as I shout their names and they're Ignoring my existence when I try to say I am here