i was so happy i started to concentrate trying to burn down my heart i didn't want it to last more not to feel it worse than then i couldn't bear a state different from that i couldn't face it i'm vile, i'm weak and i am filled with fear ought to let it burn here alone flames began from the left ventricle and as i inflated my chest they spread all throughout the surface and the muscle was ashes i couldn't bear a state different from that i couldn't face it i'm vile, i'm weak and i am filled with fear ought to let it burn here alone but as a hundred million times before systoles continued and i witnessed a cardiac rebirth so i'm going on with lungs i cannot bear a state different from that i cannot face it i'm vile, i'm weak and i am filled with fear have to let it burn here alone