Painting up an illusion the way I want it to be Creating my own paradise - the only place where I feel complete Manipulated and forgotten only remembered by my shadow Reborn in a new dimension I've found my safe haven Never awake, never asleep Lost in the shadow, so deep I'm the messenger server of silence Live in our world Perfect harmony we found in shadows Found in shadows A life in the ultimate sin Walls of Utopia Behind the walls of Utopia Can't you scream after me lost beneath my flesh's request Forever unable to see the truth live in a shadow of a so called life Forced to live like a ghost a piece of flesh doing nothing Killing myself very slowly - dying is my way of life Never awake, never asleep Lost in the shadow, so deep I'm the messenger... DIE Live in our world Perfect harmony Found in shadows Life is yours Walls of utopia I'm the messenger...