I break down everytime They call my name and they never lie My scars are thick and not so old The river is drifting me, the water is cold I pull them down and burn everything Flesh is boiling, ripping of the skin Unfocused, harsh smoke fills my lungs Nothing´s clear as the horizon hides the sun Buried, deep inside, hold the pain Revenge, these moments break the chain A strained victim, I curse this day Anger feeds the flame Anger feeds the flame Anger feeds the flame Price on my soul, no one knows Darkness falls, push me below I see their faces, I let it go Pull me up by my throat There´s blood on my hands I failed the ones I know Despised and damned This moment is for me to go Silence breaks, death whispers misery No falling back, death whispers misery Decisions made no reason to lie Being here is an endless fight