Dusk falls outside my window As I turn into the other me In my sleep I leave myself And become totally free In this state of subconsciousness It feels so wonderful to hate I can't resist the tempting feeling For the emotions to overtake Oh God, I want to see you suffer The pain you caused reversed on to you Almost real, but still a dream Without a sound, I can hear you scream Every breath brings me further Inside my vengeful mind The trust I gave, you threw away You killed my self esteem with a smile I fight myself to forgive you But I couldn't hate you more Every night I see you die No kiss goodnight, just goodbye Oh God, I want to see you suffer The pain you caused reversed on to you You took it all, so I'll take your life A dream of blood and a stabbing knife Oh God, I want to see you suffer The pain you caused reversed on to you Almost real, but still a dream Without a sound, I can hear you scream Oh God, I want to see you suffer The pain you caused reversed on to you You took it all, so I'll take your life A dream of blood and a stabbing knife