Facedown

The Delusion

Facedown


Dusk falls outside my window 
As I turn into the other me
In my sleep I leave myself 
And become totally free 

In this state of subconsciousness 
It feels so wonderful to hate
I can't resist the tempting feeling 
For the emotions to overtake 

Oh God, I want to see you suffer 
The pain you caused reversed on to you 
Almost real, but still a dream
Without a sound, I can hear you scream 

Every breath brings me further
Inside my vengeful mind
The trust I gave, you threw away 
You killed my self esteem with a smile 

I fight myself to forgive you
But I couldn't hate you more 
Every night I see you die
No kiss goodnight, just goodbye

Oh God, I want to see you suffer
The pain you caused reversed on to you 
You took it all, so I'll take your life
A dream of blood and a stabbing knife

Oh God, I want to see you suffer 
The pain you caused reversed on to you 
Almost real, but still a dream
Without a sound, I can hear you scream 

Oh God, I want to see you suffer
The pain you caused reversed on to you 
You took it all, so I'll take your life
A dream of blood and a stabbing knife