Now I feel a lot better but I still can't find the cheer I want to tell you about the way I feel but I can't be sincere I thought we had this figured out but I guess I wasn't clear And I hoped that we'd be better off this year We started out a little late I guess its Christmas time again And you're not happy about the way it feels now that we are only friends I thought I had you figured out but it's now and that was then And I hope that we aren't starting up again Merry Christmas I hope you're happy here Merry Christmas I hope that you get everything that you deserve this year Now I feel a little older and I'm not sure how I got here Doesn't matter what I figured out it's going to be the same this year I guess we made a big mistake but it isn't very clear And I hoped that we'd be better off this year