I'm afraid of myself Don't need your help, don't try to save me I've been through hell Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me Got these voices in my head Cross my heart, they want me dead I'm afraid of myself Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no I don't think that I'm meant to be saved Everybody I knew wound up dead inside a grave Please don't come around me, in my mind, I'm still a slave Got nothing to lose, don't try to tell me to behave I'm to blame This is cut throat I don't think a single one of you can cut though I got people round me that was family that got cut, so Try to come and find me, I'll make sure that you get cut, don't Break my trust, no Time's up, do you see? My love is decreasing Enough of the feeling No luck, I need healing Looking for the answer, yeah But my world keeps falling down This power is a cancer, yeah No one else can stop me now I'm afraid of myself Don't need your help, don't try to save me I've been through hell Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me Got these voices in my head Cross my heart, they want me dead I'm afraid of myself Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no Wait I'm better alone, I'm good at my own They hitting my line, don't pick up the phone I'm stuck in my mind, I'm keeping it closed I cannot deny, I'm losing my soul You see the signs, I'm losing control I'm feeling confined by all of the hatred I have in my heart My pain got a hold My pain left a hole where my heart used to be Don't know how I feel? It was harder for me I battle with things you not able to see Forgiveness I'm not really able to see The person you see when you looking at me Not the same person that I'm able to be Trapped in the past since I was a lad Had weight on my back, I never been free Wait Back then, man, I really should've died Revenge, the only thing that's keeping me alive Betrayed by a brother, guess that's why I'm switching sides Battling inside emotions what I try to hide, yeah It's too late, I can't be saved Who to blame? I can't say I let the love I had inside me just fade away I'm afraid of myself Don't need your help, don't try to save me I've been through hell Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me Got these voices in my head Cross my heart, they want me dead I'm afraid of myself Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no I'm afraid of myself Don't need your help, don't try to save me I've been through hell Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me Got these voices in my head Cross my heart, they want me dead I'm afraid of myself Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no