It's been hard for me to start All over again I had the most powerful words, now they are torns I didn't know if you would mind if I tried I'm really tired of it I said it again, July 3rd And maybe I didn't know what to say right or wrong I'm so young for know right and wrong But you know where I found me I know I'm tryin' to find myself again I'm tryin' again to find myself They tell me that my head is very weak To understand the meaning of things I didn't own my dreams and my mistakes I know I'm trying to do my best right now And my words sometimes I stay without a consent I was in front of the road, the curve was there for me to pass That road never passed another sphere appeared I stayed behind all my ghosts and friends Nothing happened goal I know I'm tryin' to find myself again I'm tryin' again to find myself At least I'm trying And it's difficult for you to go through these situations This is not a movie and more is a real story This is not a Hollywood with romantic dreams This is bitter and gradual to melaconic Explosions and destinations in my mind and other unusual trips I know I did more I'm trying I know I'm tryin' to find myself again I'm tryin' again to find myself At least I'm trying And maybe you know or hear? I just wanted to let you know that I'm trying I just wanted to let you know that I'm trying I know I'm tryin' to find myself again I'm tryin' again to find myself I'm again trying to be I'm again trying to be I'm trying to be me I'm trying to be me At least I'm trying