( f-t-m ) Lord show me the way Help me change mah wayz Before the judgement day ( f-t-m ) Lord show me the way Help me change mah wayz Before the judgement day ( verse 1 ) I sittin' alone in the dark feelin' hopeless Now i slowly sleepin' into the darkness I fighting 4 mah life it's my only ability Lord doezn't help me becuz i'm guilty Livin' az a sinner, god bless me.... Should i get on mah kneez Band my handz and start to pray? I don't think so cuz god can't help me anyway Will i get the chance to live and see the next day What should i do i'm just saying what i feel Now they keep on attackin' me without no reason... I couldn't juzt stand there and take shit and stare I did selfdefence, lord are you there? My lord, i know that you ignoring me I ain't complety blind i can see, plez god.... Give me some diresctionz once again I think mah fall iz the devilz plan I have never ever hurt an innocent man Even if i can i'm not doin' it My whole life have been basiced in one big game All i ever felt was pressure and pain ( f-t-m ) Lord show me the way Help me change mah wayz Before the judgement day ( f-t-m ) Lord show me the way Help me change mah wayz Before the judgement day ( verse 2 ) I close my eyez picture back in the old dayz In thoze memboriez i want forever stay Tell the whole world i'm guility to be in agez Ey there.. i can never be the greatest Lord take me to another peaceful place Before itz 2-late..here i juzt see the black devilz face Full of hate i walked the right way The way to heavenz stair I missed one step and failed The lord doezn't care My whole life basiced on sinz what can you do thoze dayz? We killing eath other all fallin' into the hell'z cavez We all becoming the victimz of the devilz slavez I livin' in my own living hell the one called earth I felt nuthin' but pain ever since mah own birth One day mah blood gone run the streetz in a race I shouldn't get born in the firzt place In worze wayz some timez i wonder If i'm god'z son or satan'z creation I know itz soundz crazy But the only reason i live iz for mah baby I'm fallin' to the floor begin' the lord To let me into heavenz door Can't take it anymore if i live to morning And see the sun plz forgive me for mah sinz For there i come... ( f-t-m ) Lord show me the way Help me change mah wayz Before the judgement day ( f-t-m ) Lord show me the way Help me change mah wayz Before the judgement day