4 A.a. My body tosses and turns all night Neurons Are burning and reflecting neurosis Excitations Sordid trips to nonexistent places Vibrations Go through the body showing me insecurity Substances travel through the blood stream Electrifying me With trembling hands I restlessly travel deeper Into my paranoia Sweating and exhaling expectations from eyes Half open Torturing me every second,razors cut me 8 A.m. My open eyes struggle with conscience Flashes Show my inglorious fight Depression Devours my sacred minutes Defeat My brain subdues my body again Insomnia Rots my flesh,burns my blood Insomnia Kills me every night