What the hell what's going on in my heart I can't stand that pain no more Even close friends of mine aren't worth to trust As I've always done before. Sick of this life alone but unjudged I'am wanderring looking for myself What i've got and what I need to be beloved I think it's me to put on the shelf. Who am I and what I'am for Try to explain! Oh no! I'll find it in me Living this life we're one to get more But whenever we're down noone can see. All that I've learned it is self-denial To end with this system to end with this trial