I feel I've done it wrong so far I've called it off before my heart had time to place the pieces right Help me thru the hurt tonight I've been astray for far too long My eyes are blind, my hands are cold I need someone to need me now Crave and care and teach me how And love, sweet pain of life comes alive, when you arrive And love, sweet pain of life Comes alive, when you arrive I filled the days with endless fun I killed the time to catch the sun I mortified my soul for joy While I was laughing it got soiled And it all comes down to this That some random lustful kiss is much too week to compete with a feeling so complete I wish I'd be the one that you come to I wish I had you near so I could prove I wish I had the eyes to see you thru I wish I had the love that is so true I wish I had that lot to lose