Self reflected on my own selfishness It's not the first time All the misery within my desires Has just consumed my own mind And I ask The father, the spirit, the holy son The father, the spirit, the holy son I chose myself instead of believing in him I denied the breath before it was touching me I thought the reward was bigger than me You had me on my knees Father father how can you even forgive me Father father how can you even believe me Destroy, steal, kill For our purpose Destroy, steal, kill just for me I ask myself if it was right or wrong But I don't care about the right and it wasn't a misunderstanding I ask mylsef if it was right or wrong But I just don't care... So I kinda dont know what to say but...heavenly father Please, help me with this guilt that's cosuming my soul I love it so much but I know thats the deepest *$&@! Just digging a hole Show me the love that they speak of Show me what exists, which I can't see But I feel it, I know that I feel it Oh father, just let me Father, father. Can u even forgive me? Father, father. How can u even? Self reflected on my own selfishness It's not the first time All the misery within my desires Has just consumed my own mind And I ask The father, the spirit, the holy son The father, the spirit, the holy son