Making Fun of Your First Love

Making fun  of your first love

These things may come easier for
you my friend but for me its 
harder your fingers on it. your 
shadow melts the sun and fades 
away. you fixed it. you pleased 
it and a cold lump fills my 
throat and one tear fills my eye 
and im thinking to myself. if i 
do will it be ok, it never will 
who will i fool and my friends 
say to me why are you sad. i 
like you better when youre 
stoned.