This is my curse; self-inflicted This is my will; struck down Once more, pride caused my fall To pick me up, that's your call You say I've had my chances You say I'm never changing Look inside I'm bearing all I have But only to the door you're closing Don't walk away No sleep tonight I'm wide awake tracing all these shadows on the wall Lying alone I wonder if you're cold out there, like your heart of stone This is my; this is my self destruction This is my; this is my self-inflicted How much time will it take to heal? 'Cause life's too short Regret, everlasting Grief, too long Each and every memory just like another wound It's time to heal Time to heal! And somehow all I hate about you is gone And so now all that's left is me dying to see you again This is me; this is me when hope fails This is me; this is me oh just barely Holding on Oh, just barely Holding on Never again to see your face Never again to feel you This is me; this is me when hope fails This is me; this is me oh just barely Holding on Oh, just barely Holding on