Down in the muddy banks of my heart behind fear, uncertainty and all the feelings that stood before me there is a hidden shell and on the perl inside your name is engraved but i am an illiterate Can´t read what is written so big can´t see what is in front of me can´t hear what is screamed out loud can´t understand what I feel inside The fog around me cleans up now i can see you as you are walking straight ahead to me try to speak but the words don´t come hate myself, hate you, hate the world but still have not realized what i really want What I really want is you